it really is

not having cable has been the best thing ever, but I just cant stop watching crap! I dont know if Im just prone to the "zone" that sucks you into a part of consciousness that prevents the realization that deal or no deal rots your brain or what...

I missed this outlet, so I hope you guys will update your links so that if and when I update this blog, it will be worth it.

I dont ever wanna win the lottery... I dont wanna feel completely alone.